Wednesday, August 13, 2008

Because Really, What Haven't I Already Said?

I started this blog almost four years ago and nothing is the same.

I have posted about politics, friends, family dramas, buying a home and selling a home. I have written about the ultimate highs in my marriage and about the collapse of my marriage. I have written about how much things in my life have changed. Everything except for this blog. I always came back here to bitch, to exclaim, to rejoice, and to grieve. All out in the open.

It is because of this blog that I have met some of the most wonderful people I will ever know. People who have been there for me through it all. People who I love more than life itself. I am grateful for everything that this blog has brought to me.

I don't know what else to say anymore. I am drained and I feel that I cannot continue to write about my new life, my new world. Not when I go back through the archives and read about my old world. There is too much here.

Maybe one day I'll start writing again. For now, I want to revel in this new life. I want to experience it and keep it close to me like a secret.

Thank you to those of you who came here day after day just to read the crap I throw up on the screen. I hope something I've said somewhere has made you laugh or made you think. For those who I read everyday, I'll still be reading.

Like I said, maybe one day I'll have it in me to do this again. Until then I wish you well.