Wednesday, August 13, 2008

Because Really, What Haven't I Already Said?

I started this blog almost four years ago and nothing is the same.

I have posted about politics, friends, family dramas, buying a home and selling a home. I have written about the ultimate highs in my marriage and about the collapse of my marriage. I have written about how much things in my life have changed. Everything except for this blog. I always came back here to bitch, to exclaim, to rejoice, and to grieve. All out in the open.

It is because of this blog that I have met some of the most wonderful people I will ever know. People who have been there for me through it all. People who I love more than life itself. I am grateful for everything that this blog has brought to me.

I don't know what else to say anymore. I am drained and I feel that I cannot continue to write about my new life, my new world. Not when I go back through the archives and read about my old world. There is too much here.

Maybe one day I'll start writing again. For now, I want to revel in this new life. I want to experience it and keep it close to me like a secret.

Thank you to those of you who came here day after day just to read the crap I throw up on the screen. I hope something I've said somewhere has made you laugh or made you think. For those who I read everyday, I'll still be reading.

Like I said, maybe one day I'll have it in me to do this again. Until then I wish you well.

13 Comments:

Anonymous scottsdalewhore said...

Smooches
poop coin

8/13/2008 5:16 PM  
Blogger The Fly said...

I love you, big sister. Thanks for four great years (or so?). Give me a call when you get a chance.

8/13/2008 6:06 PM  
Blogger Elle said...

Even Jesus is sad.

Bojangle.

And girl? You rode that lepracorn like no one else.

Love you.

THAT AIN'T MUD IN YO' BED!

8/13/2008 9:17 PM  
Anonymous Deanna said...

*hugs* thanks for letting us all share in your life- the good, the bad, the ugly, and the hilarious.

8/13/2008 10:07 PM  
Blogger S said...

All the best to you! I've enjoyed reading.

8/14/2008 12:49 AM  
Blogger flea said...

while I am sad to see you go, I can relate, I've often thought of calling it quits also.

i wish you nothing but all the best

live
love
laugh
:)

8/14/2008 11:00 AM  
Blogger flea said...

while I am sad to see you go, I can relate, I've often thought of calling it quits also.

i wish you nothing but all the best

live
love
laugh
:)

8/14/2008 11:01 AM  
Blogger Lightning Bug's Butt said...

What the crap?

8/15/2008 2:10 AM  
Blogger Kelly said...

I'm sad... but at the same time I understand.

I went to the Dominican Republic on a medical missions trip and intended to write in my journal every day I was gone... so I could get it all down on paper, to remember, or deal with better. After two days I realized that I wasn't getting to experience everything I could be, because I was trying to write what I had down.

Same concept I guess. Go live, rather than write about how you are living. :-) I will miss reading you. Be sure to stop in from time to time! :-) hugs!

8/15/2008 3:04 PM  
Anonymous Jon said...

I have a divorce, a house fire, and bunch of stuff that I don't want to look at, but I've been posting for almost 7 years.

You know what I do with stuff I don't like? I delete it, ignore it, or set it to private.

You're method, while not beneficial to me, seems a lot healthier in the long run. I'll miss this blog though. Thanks for all the posts!

8/20/2008 8:35 AM  
Blogger Lightning Bug's Butt said...

You know, a hundred years ago, they closed the Patent Office because they believed everything worth inventing had already been invented.

9/17/2008 9:37 PM  
Blogger Rehsab Thgir said...

You were married to a disingenuous right-wing jackass. Collapse was the only possible outcome.

7/13/2012 4:17 PM  
Anonymous Mo said...

You forgot self-centered and egotistical, but I hold no grudges. Life is too short not to forgive those who obviously know when they've made a mistake.

7/15/2012 3:00 PM  

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